SONG OF THE DAY

NO..it's not rap sue me

WHAT'S SO FUNNY?!?

I'd like to think of myself as a generally easy-going, nice person. I'm highly tolerate of many things that I hear and see in my daily encounters with people. That being said there are only a few things that really piss me off. For example men who hit/molest women and children, racist people (against any race), people who "gay bash" etc... Another thing that I really hate is when people mistreat others because they believe they are superior and laugh at people who are less fortunate.
I live in the city of Cleveland one of the poorest cities in the nation, we all know this. When I say I live in Cleveland I mean I live in the fuckin city of Cleveland, not the heights, not a suburb the actual city. Many people say that this city sucks blah blah blah..Some of it may be true who gives a shit. I can tell you one good thing about it tho. This city and my neighborhood gave me an appreciation for things and an understanding for why some people are as unfortunate as they are. I do not LAUGH at homeless people. I do not LAUGH at people who suffer from schizophrenia. Those things are not funny.


Why in the world would I make fun of someone who is "poor"? For christ sake compared to the kids I went to high school with I would be considered "poor". There's nothing funny about people who do not have homes or are tormented by "voices" that they hear.


"Well it's their fault that they're poor", "Stupid crack heads, get jobs"....These are the type of insensitive responses that really piss me off. What does this show? IGNORANCE

Honestly I dont know who to feel sorrier for, the kids who can't live without the latest blackberry/ i phone, or the kids on my block who cuss their parents out and run the streets at the age of 7. I volunteered at a soup kitchen when I was in the 5th grade. I gaurantee you if you go and volunteer for the salvation army or any other organization that aides the homeless you will soon find out there aint shit funny about starving or sleepin in an alley.

Please people, check yourselves..and just count your blessing

IN A TIGHT SPOT

Im at a pivotal point now. It really is decision time. Time after time again I have people ask me "Marc, wassup with this rap thing? Are you serious?". Of course when posed with these questions I immediately get defenssive and ask "WTF do you mean wassup wit it?!? I'm fuckin doin it". Now as I take a step back and look at the other person's point of view I realize that the question is VERY valid. Am I serious?

I've been up and down this roller coaster called music quite alot over these past few months. My main goal in life is to persue what makes me happy, simple right? Well music makes me happy, OK so everything is solved! umm not quite....I'm at a point now where I need to start producing. Whenever you want to do something a lil different than the norm (in my case put school in the backseat and possibly kick it out the "car" for music) you're gonna face adversity and doubt, naturally..


I'm used to people telling me not to do something so that part doesn't really faze me, the problem comes when self-doubt rears it's ugly head. Don't get me wrong I'm fuckin nice when it comes to my rhymes and I know it BUT, do I really believe I'll ever have that "opportunity" I'm searching for or is it all just one big pipe dream?? I guess if you wanna know the results you have to play the game. I am in control of my destiny. The only higher power in my life is my God. I guess I'm jus gonna have to go with my gut and hope that HE agrees with me

THROWBACK JOINT

Who wasn't feelin this joint?!?

WAT HAPPENIN?!

Ayyyy world...Wat's poppin? I woke up today with a smile on my face.. why? shit, i couldn't really tell you but, what I can tell you is today is gonna be a good day I can jus feel it. Some days I wake up and I have a fueelin that I'm gonna punch a niggas' teeth out and some days I wake up and don't wanna move. Both are irrelevent today tho..I feel productive and ready to seize the day. So here's today's plan as far as I know...

First I'm takin my cousin Aliyah to the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame which I havent been to since prom! lol..I figure it should be interesting if I jus take my time and walk around. I'll possibly even be able to clear my mind of the other shit I've been thinkin about and get my mind right for this music I'm bringin you..

Anyway after that I believe imma kick it wit Scotty P and CoulTRAIN this evenin/tonite.. We'll prolly record some tracks but I know for a fact we're gonna end up ridin people and laughin at random stupid shit haha...

No matter what happens today I'm feelin pretty good and im sure it's gonna be a good day

IM BACKKKK

Ahhhh it feels good to be back home. Yes ladies and gentlemen the time has arrived. It is now time to officially get the Cleveland2Chicago mixtape crackin. My homeboy Scotty P is back and you already know my brutha CoulTRAIN is gonna hit u with some ignorance hahah. I should be rollin by the studio later today to lay down some tracks/ kick it wit my partners so I guess at this point talk is cheap. It's time for some action and I'm ready..Question is, are you?

**NEW BIG SEAN

Alrite alrite, before yall start claimin im D-ridin the nigga jus check out this new music video. I promise I'll take a lil break before I post anymore ish about him lol..but this joint is fiya!! Check it:

EVERYBODY WANNA RAP.....

QUICK EVERYBODY WHO IS THIS?!?! now im sure everybody reading this knows this is Drizzy Drake..You would have to live in a cave or despise hip hop in order to not know who this dude is...Is dude nice? YES..Is he dope?..YES..Is he the only one in killin the game at 21?...NO

SAY WHAT!?

Leme introduce you to one of my favorite rappers Big Sean. Reppin the midwest comin straight out of Detroit, Big Sean is making a name for himself in the rap game. After being signed by Kanye's G.O.O.D music Label and droppin the street burner "UKNOWBIGSEAN" mixtape..the future looks very bright for this young M.C..don't believe me? Peep this

He is without a doubt, one of my favorite artists out right now and

serves as a driving force in my quest to success.

REMEMBER ME?!?

LOL alrite alrite i know the pic is soft hahaha..For those of you who don't know in the picture above is myself (HeartlessMARC of course) Scotty P and the big homie C Quigz.. So why do I have this picture up? Good question, even better answer-> SUNDAY IS D-DAY..the official Cleveland2Chicago mixtape will begin production and should be distributed by the time you lil nerds pack up and go back to college to be doctors, lawyers blah blah blah like ur parents..Anyway like I have stated time after time again, we are not fuckin around. This mixtape will be fiya but dont take my word for it...download it yourselves. The mixtape should be realeased under the DJ-ing of my boy Telly Telz (aka The Tellicopter) I jus need to holla at him so stay tuned.

In other news YES, im still in Jersey and YES it still does suck here..lol I'll be back in due time tho..and you guys better clear some space on those ipods...

DIMEPIECES OF THE DAY

nice lil swimsuit competition :)

HELLLOOOO

Hey yalllllllllllllllllllllllllllll!! I'm in Jersey now visiting the fam waiting to hit the malls and beaches haha.. The weather's alrite i guess nothin too special but the "atmosphere" outside is just diff from C-town ya kno? Well anway yes, it is my birthday and thank you all for your happy b-day wishes. I have a lotta time on my hands now though since ima be here until saturday....Let's see if I can't get the last bit of songs for the "untitled" HeartlessMARC mixtape written and ready so I can move on to the much anticipated Cleveland2Chicago mixtape with Scotty P...stay tuned

MORNING

What it do peeps?! First thing's first, as you may or may not know my boy CoulTRAIN is throwin down tonite and just about everyone is invited. If this is the first time ur hearing this go check ur facebook sucka and if there isnt a event invite on ur facebook then find somebody we like that got invited and ask about it! lol...Anyway I'm not gonna dwell on that like I said, check facebook if you want any more details. So what's goin on with me?

Let's see, Last night I kicked it at Taylor's which was pretty good until the random kids took over. Yea yea I know I'm supposed to socialize blah blah blah..well guess what..it wasn't happenin. Those kids to put it nicely, were "interesting". But anyway after that I went with CoulTRAIN to J-money's house to watch Pineapple Express and I FAILED at an attempt for a hug lol. It's all good tho. I'm expectin tonite to be dope and it better be..If not then hey, I guess my high school classmates just prove the rumors about them sucking haha..I dont even know what to expect..I wanna be optimistic but optimism in Cleveland leads to heartbreak...

TWO MASTERS AT THEIR CRAFT

Kanye and Timbo make magic

TAKE ME OUT THE BALLLGAMEEE

So im goin to meet up CoulTRAIN in about 30 mins to catch the rapid to the Indians game. YEAAAA BOYYYYY!!! oh wait, THEY SUCK :( ..Hey don't get me wrong I'm no band-wagon fan I know my stuff but, I'll admit I haven't really followed the Indians this season..why should I?!? I remember the glory days of the Alomars, Thome, Manny, David Justice, Charles Nagy, Albert fricken Belle!!! Those days are long gone ughhhh..well at least I'll enjoy my time wit my homie...NO H0M0

GIRL YOU KNO I-I-I-I-I

Ahhhh in tough times we always need someone to lean on. No matter how big and bad we are or how tough we think we are, we all have our "weak" moments. As a human being I am no exception to the rule so I jus wanna thank those of you whom I may have leaned on lately whether it was through conversations on the phone or jus kickin it. THANK YOU..cuz you know shit get's crazy sometimes and it's always nice to know who's really in your corner.

DOPE

I jus downloaded Skype and this ish is dope..I'm talkin to my homie Brooke right now and this ish is raw lol..Hit me up marc.a.coleman or jus search my name!!

THE FAIL OF THE DAY

AHAHHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAH

A PENNY FOR MY THOUGHTS

Hey guys I know it'sbeen a lil while since my last post hopefully you guys can forgive me!! Anyway I've been thinking about a lot of things lately and one thing I wanted to remind everyone to do is to give thanks today. Life is sooo short and we need to cherish every moment along with every person in our lives. Even if you are non-religious and don't believe in a "God" give thanks to your family and friends for helping to mold you into the person you are in one way or another. I realized that life is what YOU make it. I could die tomorrow for all I know..fuck it..I could die before I even hit submit on this blog post (knock on wood).... Point is if you fill your life with joy and happiness then don't you think life will be a lot more enjoyable and fulfilling then a life with constant drama and hate?

FAIL OF THE DAY!!

FOR ALL MY UFC/MMA FANS OUT THERE!!!

INTERESTING DAY

Hey guys sorry I didnt write a goodnight/reflection post last night. I didnt get home til about 3:30 am and believe it or not, I actually went to sleep! haha So lemme see lemme see. Well yeseterday was an interesting day. It started off very mundane and I jus did some lauundry, nothing exciting right? Well that was true until my so-called music "partner" texted (not called) me and ask for the microphone and stand from our studio and said "he had songs he needed to do". Now there's nothing wrong with this I understand someone wanting to get something done and by no means do I want to stop someone from getting something accomplished

Enter the shady part...

So I suggest that it'd probably just be better for us to have seperate studios anyway so we don't have to stay over each other's houses to get stuff done yadamean...BUT before I can even text back to suggest this a female friend of his that was supposed to hang out with us last night texts me and tells me that he told her we had "beef" with each other and a "falling-out" so we wouldnt be hanging out tonite..WORD?!? Either this chick is a fourtune teller or somethin shady is goin on here.

So to make a long story short, we decide we are jus gonna go seperate ways and split up the studio. I remind you that all of this happens out of the blue THROUGH TEXTS..So later on when I go to hang out with some more of my friends I hear from one that my ex-music "partner" was talkin greasey about me. REALLY?!? thas how you feel dog after I let you stay in my house days on end, giving you food and driving you places? It's whatever though. Point of the story that SDL mixtape I told you about won't be released on this blog since im no longer affiliated with that group, label, whatever you wanna call it.

WHEW

Now that that's out the way...I had fun with my peeps last night and today my cousin from South Carolina is coming to visit and Im lightweight excited. I'm livin life and waitin for my dude Scotty P to get back from Spain so we can get you this Cleveland2Chicago mixtape you've been waitin for! Hit me up peeps if ur tryna get into somethin today..holla at u guys later :)

GOOD MORNING

I woke up tis morning feeling brand new!! ahaha wats goin on guys? I can't believe i just slept until 1:33 pm! Well hey on the bright side I feel refreshed as ever. Hmm let's see what am I getting into today? Well I'm home alone for the day aand I'm always lookin for trouble, let's see if I find it. Anyway I'm not really sure what's on my plate today. Well I don't really like surprises but i got a feelin im in for a few today! Stay tuned...

NIGHTLY RECAP

I can't believe I actually made it to day 2!! haha anyway today was slow and pretty uneventful for the most part. I ended up waking up and getting my haircut finally!! LOL along withh that after numerous attempts to get our lame-ass friends to assemble me and coulTRAIN decided to call it quits and watch the WARRIORS movie. Cheesy but hey, that was my night! Hopefully tomorrow will brig some better crap for me to talk about..OH well we'll see...Goodnight peeps sweet dreams :)

THROWBACK JOINT

No explanation necessary..ahhh if life were like the music videos sometimes LOL

HEY YALLLL

HOP UP OUT THE BEDDDDDD YURN MY SWAG ONNNNNNNN!!!!. lol nah im not gonna do that to you guys again. Wassup world? I'm u and back at it. Nothin really on the agenda today besides gettin my haircut finally. I'm startin to look like a BUSHMAN hahah. Besides that my homie coulTRAIN and I have discussed buggin my friend waxman to have a lil shin-dig tonite we'll see how that goes :) .. Well since I caan smell myself I guess now is a good time to make my trek to the shower. I'll holla at u guys later

NIGHTLY RECAP

Alrite I'm gonna try out this new thing where I spend a few moments of my time before bed to reflect on the day and any lessons I may have learned. We'll see how long this lil tradition lasts lol. Well anyway today I learned a few things. Though it was a relatively uneventful day I still feel as though my character grew a lil. One change I noticed in myself was my reaction to gettin played. My ex today shot down my invitation to chill and get ice cream (on a friendly basis) and did it in a manner that inconvienced my self and other people i had made plans with..Uh OH so what do I do?!? Well normal marc would have let the F@*% YOU's fly but instead I merely shrugged it off as minor insignifigant wrinkle in my day..AMAZING..I actually let something go..sounds like somebody's changing for the better..and actually learning how to let go....BUt that's another story....

Anyway along with that I also learned a lesson about self doubt. Today there was an instance in which I wanted with every part of my existance to say something to a particular person but held back out of timidness...Are you f@*&kin serious?!?...well yea I am.. Hey you win some you lose some. Well what now?...Well seeing as I never go to bed before 3am anymore I guess I'll jus lurk on facebook, tweet to my followers who dont give a shit, maybe talk to somebody who seems to brighten my days :), or watch Will and Grace till I start feelin homo...hmm prolly not the last one...Alrite then..night night people..sweet dreams

I LOVE THIS SONG

If you ever REALLY loved someone you'd understand this song..it's beautiful btw

I JUST DONT KNOW

I'm at a pivotal point in my life and I feel like I can never find answers. I have been a student since the age of five. Constantly going to class and learning different things that were said to help me in my future. I am now 19 goin on 20 living a life with more "scheduled" classes in the future and I'm sick of it. I'm sick of "learning" and I jus want to start "doing". Degrees are overrated. As dumb as it sounds, yea yea I know nobody will trust me to preform sugery on them without first obtaining my degree but that's not what im talking about. I don't want THAT life, fuck it, I dont want any life in which I have to follow a scripted path to get there. I hate school. "Well why do you go?" Well for obvious reasons, one being that my parents tell me to DUH..Another being if you don't go to school it seems people look at you differently and start making assumptions. Well quite frankly I really couldnt care less anymore, school is waaaay too boring and waaay too expensive for me to force myself to go just because it is "expected" of me...I'm pissed right now and I need some direction

GOT DAMMIT!!

AHHHHHHHHHH im in the studio now and I swear I wanna pull out my taper lol.. But seriously though I'm havin the worst case of writer's block and when I finally write something I think its wack. Ughh guess im jus havin one of "those days".. OH well, everyone has them ..I guess the good thing about having bad days is you get them over with....

THROWBACK JOINT

Call me soft I dont give a shit..I'm feelin this track rite now! LOL

SO I WAS THINKING...

You guys know what I realized yesterday? No matter what I do I can never pause life. Follow me on this (and I promise I aint high rite now). I can take breaks, I can go to sleep, I can even go on vacations and clear my mind from my problems but every minute no matter what I do, I am getting closer and closer to my death..Pretty fucked up thing to think right? but it's true. So what do I do about it? Well I guess I could become emo or I can just make every second of my life count but I just want you guys to think about next time you're faced with a situation and you are scared to take a risk.

THEY LIKE US!!

Here's a lil sumthin sumthin for you guys to snack on. Main objective here is for you guys to check the sound quality we comin with. When I say we're doing work I mean we're DOIN WORK

check it: TY aka Da Snake, HeartlessMARC, CoulTRAIN

They Like US Freakstyle

GREAT NEWS!!!

Chyea!!.the studio is up and runnin now..GREAT quality, easy to use program..Shit is comin..soon

What's Good?

Wats goin on errbody? Well the "party's" over. My dad's comin back today so I aint runnin my house anymore lol.. I was actin like I had my own place over here lol..Anyways wats goin on with you guys? hit me up I was kickin it at the Artz' last nite and that shit was fiya..Hope everybody had a good fourth!! Get at me.

BEST I EVER HAD VIDEO!!

HMMMMMMMM....Don't know what to say bout this one..Like the song. not sure the video has anything to do with the song though..oh well PERVERTS ENJOY!!! LOL

NEW TRACK

Here's a new throw away track..You wont see it on any mixtapes but here's somthin to snack on from myself and coulTRAIN

Get Like US- HeartlessMARC and coulTRAIN

IM ASHAMED :(

My boy coulTRAIN recently bugged me about not updating my blog in ages.Sorry fans, I dont wanna lose you guys!! Well you'll be happy to know that I finished my summer classes yesterday thus, I should have a lot more time to get on here. Anyway in other news my dude TY (from the strip club song) is over and we should be downloading the new music software today. We'll see what kinda goodies we cook up in the in the future..This music is coming I promise you.